It is no secret that I am a huge fan of the American series “How I Met Your Mother” so imagine how ecstatic I was when I found out that there was a “Mclaren’s Pub” here in the Philippines!!
The Mclaren’s Pub experience
Another pick up truck
I have so many thoughts running in my mind that I can’t coherently focus on each one of them so I don’t know how to write it all down. But I do know this, the things that someone else has said, was done by another person. Dira pa lang makita mo na ang difference sang effort. And he reads! Thrillers and classics. Also, he seems so much more than what he is letting other people to see. It’s a different kind of interesting. But still, FRIENDS.
For now maybe?
It has been quite sometime since I’ve written what’s actually going on in my life right now. The past weeks have consumed my thoughts and my time with the matters of the heart. I’ve only posted pieces of the story and I’d like it to stay that way since I am only willing for the time to tick when feelings turn into some distant memory. Right now, all I want is for us to be friends, again.
Well to get things started…
1. I am currently unemployed, an official tambay they say (again!!!). I don’t feel so bad about it since I am positive (because I am all for the Law of Attraction) that the institution will call me by July. The only negative thing about this is, unlike my previous tambay days, this time, I am broke. My savings has depleted into almost nothing in the past 6 months although I am also quite proud of myself that I managed to hold on to my little amount of wealth for that long.
2. I was a trainee at IDH in the past months, from March-May. I have finally entered into the nursing realm as a registered nurse and not just some student. We were rotated into the many different areas every 2 days in the first month of duty and every 3 days in the second month. I met a lot of people and gained friends as well. Now I am hoping that if ever I will be working there, I’ll be assigned in the area wherein I have friends or staff nurses who actually remember me.
3. My review is on hiatus. I am too lazy to get it started and I wanna kick myself in the ass for it.
4. Game of Thrones is awesome.
5. My face looks like it is hosting a pizza party. It really upsets me. I don’t know how the hell this happened. I haven’t had this many pimples since sophomore year in high school.
"The poison leaves bit by bit, not all at once. Be patient. You are healing."
— Yasmin Mogahed (via islamicrays)
"Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life…You give them a piece of you. They didn’t ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn’t your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like ‘maybe we should be just friends’ turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It’s a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love."
To my semi white pick up truck who owns a brown pick up truck instead:
I have been quiet about my training experience at IDH. I didn’t feel the need to put it in my facebook’s about page. I had many high points as a nurse during the last 2 months but each one seems insignificant now because when I think about it, all I can see is that, the past 2 months have been a roller coaster ride with you.And I know that it is now time to move on from something that ended before it even begun. No more serious dates muna for me. I’ll be keeping it casual for a while.
"Ang nga lalaki, bisan may mga asawa nana sa ulihi, dala dala man na gyapon nila ang mga memories sang mga babayi nga gingago nila sang una."
- Sir Paul, one of the many PACU talks we had.
"Good conversation turns me on. A connection between two people, a mental one first."
— Unknown (via syobdas)